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salam..hi there..
now enjoying myself at home..as there will be 3 weeks more holidays left.
xbuat pepe sgt cuti ni..g jalan2 jejauh pon x. but when my friends ask me, sy bt pe je kat umah? then sy pon ckp la, sy x buat pepe. emm, then sy ditanye balek, x memasak, kemas2 umah, jage adik2 ke?? lorr, sy nak tgelak plak..mmg la tu bende hari2 y sy bt.da jadi rutin. so trase mcm nothing so surprise bout it =p

skg sy da start rs balik palpitations. xpasti la kenape. bukan palpitations la, but its more towards pounding heart beat. sy bace problem ni xde spesific treatment, just avoid potential precipitants and try to relax myself (it might be due to anxiety). but none help.. tgh2 tgk tv, mkn, berbual2, maen ngn adik2, kemas umah ke, suddenly bole je kene attack. x cite sgt kat parents, sbb xnak peningkan kepala dorg..cite ngn kawan2, dorg kate maybe some sort of anxiety prob. cite ngn cardiologist, pon x membantu..ciap kene marah lg~ it's just in ur mind ! ...emm, x bole lupe ayat die. sedih sy ='(

TFT, ECG, ECHO, Holter sume normal. ade la abnormality detected, tp x significant. teringat ckp dr firdaus ms sy on Holter. ~biase pt da pakai ini, kdg2 saje je heart prob dorg x nak show up plak.. ~well, mmg betul la tu dr ! huhu. maybe sbb xde serious alarming signs mcm SOB, lethargy, sweating etc, that's why they put me aside dulu n concentrate utk case2 CVS y havoc n made em to be seen as cardiologist kot ! so sy bukan pt? atau case sy senang sgt? arrghh, sorii, emo again..

if sy dapat attack, mmg akan try duduk n rest. paling worst ble die dtg continuously smpai bole induce sy utk batuk 2,3 kali. sy palpate my chest, rs la like hyperdynamic circulations tu, hitting my palms. x sesuai letak 'thrill' as i have no murmurs. rs pulse rate, xde tachy. alhmdulillah. tp ade missing beats. n the first few beats after the missing one tu mmg pounding. huhu. well3...sape y x risau kalau jadi camni...=(

students nak bt short case CVS? just visit me at my room soon when i come back to damai or serdang.

betulla org kate, selagi x rase sendiri penyakit tu, kite xkan bole rs ape y pt rase. what they feel inside when the person u rely on (docts) just simply deny ur symptoms...

xtau sampai bile sy nak mcm ni...=(

friends...doakan sy....semoga sy sempat balas jasa kedua ibu bapa y penat hantar sy ke med schools.

amiin.

salam.