A Lesson =)

Salam..

Emm, hari ni ade la hari y akan sy igt…sbb mcm2 jadi hari ni…duhhh. Tu la, sbb kan tito balek pas subuh, kan da terbangun lewat. Naseb la ade clinic session jek hari ni, tu pon ngn doctor KKM. Kalo ngn doctor UPM, menanges jugak la kot sepanjang jalan ke bangunan obstetric HKL y jauhnye lebeh kurang 15 min berjalan (kalo sape kaki pnjang cket, amek 10 minit jek..). da tu, clinic hari ni plak xramai pt. sampai td kul 930 am. juz case mudah2 je n da bese encounter b4 this..tp layan je la..for the sake of fulfill the logbook. Huhu. (cewah, mcm pg clinic x ikhlas nk blaja plak..niat sbb logbook. Ira2.. duhh). Da ala2 boring, pg carik clinic laen plak. Td dpt tgk kes uro-gynae. Interesting jugak.

Then p usha nurse2 buat UDS( urodynamic study)..even though xde dlm logbook, tp at least kite da ade pengalaman tgk those things. Kot2 examiner tanye dlm xm kan da senang..hehe. pastu p la naek ward, br je igt nak join mane2 bed site teaching ngn group laen, masuk2 jek pintu ward 1A, dorg pon bru jek abes kelas..haih…down plak..xpe2…y penting ade effort.ha3.

patu terosla p grandseasons utk kelas ngn dr rafaee tghari tu. Patotnye start pukul 12..tp disebabkan ade masalh technical..y s yrs berpunca drpd sy sendiri..jadi kelas tu start setengah jam lewat. Da la dr rafaee ade hal, n beliau da tentu agak rushing.. actually, sy da pas slides presentation kat sorg lg presenter. Rupenye die da edit n delete part sy. Juz tiggal part die jek dlm pendrive die. Sy pe lg, da la x bawak pendrive sendiri..(abesla akuu). Suddenly teringat kat sorg lg group mmber, maybe die ade pendrive y ade combined slides presentation kitorg hari ni. Call la byk2 kali, rupenye die dalam OT, xpg kelas tghari tu. Waa, rs mcm nk nanges pon ade.

Tp xpe lg, sy pon cepat2 lari kua DP1, p library UPM kat 10B, igt nak download balek slides presentation dlm email y sy anta kat sorg lg presenter mlm td. Dgn computer buat hal..internet plak lembab tahap sipot sedot..jadi buntu jap. Call la si presenter ni.. die pon cepat2 naek atas nk tolong sy. Tgh tunggu2 die, sy nk mtk tolong ngn mane2 abg IT kat library tu..dan2 la plak xde kan..selalu ade jek dorg kat sane. Haihh! Tgh tensen2 tu, sambil try download file mlm td, sorg lg member call. Suh cepat cket coz doctor da tggu lame. Sy ckp ‘OK2..’. Dlm hati tuhan jek y tau cane..try la amek BP sym se tu..sure acutely increase punye! (duhh…ha3).

Then presenter lg sorg pon smpai kat library..die try bukak email die plak..kot2 la email sy problem. Sah la, internet UPM kat grandseasons mmg kene upgrade..(especially when de case2 kecemasan cam sy hari ni…waa!). die pon menawarkan utk berlari balek ke hostel utk amek pendrive die y lg 1, y ade slides presentation combined punye. Sy bapak la rs bersalah…as I know he had asthma problem. Sy ckp bg sy jek la y balek. Die plak berkeras bg die y balek amek. Die suruh sy relax, tenang2 cket n turun tgkat 9, bgtau doctor kat DP1, y slides ade masalah cket. Em..sy pon turun la dgn perasaan y bercampur baur. Jantung mase tu tgh dup dap dup dap! Takot!

Masuk2 dewan kuliah, teros jumpe doctor n explain kat die smbil mtk maaf sgt2. die pon nasebla bole trime..alhmdulillah..lega cket..sy pon balek kat tempat duduk. Bile da duduk, sume dak2 neh tnye, mane lg sorg presenter? Bile sy btau die balek hostel amek pendrive, dorg tanye sy balek, bukan ke slides sy y problem ke, tp nape presenter lg sorg plak y kene balek amek slides?? (waa, tensen nye ms tuu…siyes x tipuu) at last sy dgn selambe badaknye expalain lg skali (ms ni doctor da kt lua..die p beli air minum kot kat kedai bawah..hhuuhu..im sorry doct for this inconvenience!) n ckp korg pls la jgn buat sym akin tensen..(tp ms tu muke sy hepi2 jek…mklumla jenis ego n stubborn..xnak tunjuk tgh gabra..)..

10 mins after that, presenter lg sorg nip on balek la…kecian sgt tgk die..da la berpeluh2..after sya thanks so much kat die n tanye die ok x..sy pon cepat2 start present after doctor da masok balek. Alhmdulillah..even present mcm ayam cket mule2 td because tgh takot, later i managed tu control myself (with Allah’s help of course) n presentation tamat n everybody were happy n satisfied after Q&A session among presenter-audience-lecturer solve many of the problem’s regarding postmenopausal bleed topic.

Aarghh, rs mcm nak menjerit jek td after kua DP1..lega sgt2..alhmdulillah ya Allah. Im promised to be more careful after this. N for my group members, thanks for being there for me n presenter td, s yrs like want to belanja him 1 big box of ice cream! (opps, he had asthma, maybe sumtin else! =)..

neway, abesla kesah ketensenan sy ahri ni induced by problematic presentation..hahaha…sesungguhnya benarlah janjiNya, di penghujung stp kesusahan tu, ada kesenangan, degan syarat kita bersabar dgn ujian tersebut. Y baek jadikan teladan, y buruk buat sempadan. Sekian. Salaam… ^^,

penat la~

emm, xtau nape tbe2 rs mcm nak bt luahan prasaan plak..da la kat cni..t sume org bole tau..bt malu jek.. haih..tp xpela, as long as i can share, then hopefully i can feel a bit better.






but...xtau la how to express, or what is the right way of delivering such things, coz im not the person who prefer to share my personal thingy with others. so sape2 y sy penah tercerite pasal sy tu, ala2 mcm bertuah la coz she/he can gain my confidence.

















but at last, im still stiff n cold... xpayah la cite pape.. bia la sy simpan sorg... n mengadu padaNya je....huhuhu. nazira, pls2....decide rationally n do things properly pasneh. ~~~