Beyond the Anxious Threshold..=p

Yaa..leganya dah present tadi..hhehe..syukurla, Dr Phang memahami perasaan presenter2 y tgh berkecamuk.. haha. My part solely pharmacotherapy plak tu (topic ngeri, haha..for me laa). Tgh sedap2 present, Dr Phang interrupt plak. Tanya tu ini..(saje je tu..) em.., neway da lepas kelas td, me and Ros terus p lunch. We lunch at 445pm. Huhu, td xsempat, abes je kelas pagi, rushing p Hospital Selayang naek keta Yoke Fun. Sebabnyee, pkcik bus xmo tggu, kitorang da lewat setengah jam, lalu beliau pun membelahkan dirinya dengan selamba...waaa. xpe2, sabo ye Ira.. kan selama ni die jugak y angkut korang ulang alek from UPM ke HKL..jauh tu..kalah ulat angkut2..haha..(ni la cara menghilangkan ke’angry’an y mungkin timbul..jgn layan sgt, nanti jad beso susa..haih). masa kelas ngn Dr Toh td, my mind sometimes kat budak2 tu..(patient ah..td ade case mild to moderate mental retardation with early psychotic features, autism+ADHD, and Learning Disability..last case children abuse, xsempat tgk plak), kadang2 duk melayan cuak nak present.

Cewah..cite pasal present ni kan..teringat plak bed site teaching ngn Dr Barathi last week. Haha..best giler..disebabkan sy xberapa prepare ngn case Bipolar tu, plus ngn mentally unprepared also, then it become what u guess??? My marks laa, haha. 5.8 jek. Ciss..ehehehe, jadikan pengajaran la ye(xreti2 ke..haha). akan ku tuntut lagi 0.2 marks tu nnti...=p tp every moment I standing and everybody are staring at me, rs macam malu gile..ohh, i think I have panic d/o, anxiety d/o, social phobia, agoraphobia, sume laa (weh makcik, hypochondriac nmpak, hahaha).

Hmm, patient y last td ada LD (learning d/o)..kcian dia..naseb la mak dia da ciap2 aja how she can manage herself. Mkn sendiri, mandi, toiletting, pki baju, bla3..At least la kan, pe pe hal nt, dia bole uruskan diri sia sendiri. Tapi usha lame2 adek ni, macam muka Liyana Jasmay masa dia kecik2 dulu pon ade..hee. Just if the problem can be traced early, maybe her prognosis is better. Then, rasa2 ape y penting kat situ?? Public education kan... hmm.. doct2 banyaknya duk kat hospital, manage something y da jd disease, da acute, y kene treat la basically (except fer those y kat Community Health...eh, beso le peranan dorang actually). Pendek kata, primary prevention tu y paling penting. Hmm, cane plak dgn H1N1 y makin actively spreading ni? Nak tggu government wajibkan sume orang pkai facial mask ke? Even medical students pon liat nak pkai benda alah tu..cane nak jadi role model kat orang laen (ehm, sy la salah seorang insan2 y ‘liat’ tu..., kui3, terook).

Last nite 1 of my friend called me. Da lame x menyembang, lame la pulak jadinya. Mata y da ngntuk pas telan triprolidine HCL jadi fresh balek. Haha. Dia pon tanya la. How is the right way of wearing the facial mask. The colored one inside, or must put it outside? Then i replied, u think which one?hehehe. hmm, then dia cakap, sy rasa y kaler2 tu belah dalam. Lagipon ade macam besi kat hidung tu (nasal bridge) letaknya mesti kat dalam kan? Then y kaler2 tu mesti ada function dia kan, maybe a filter ke..so put inside la kot. Ntah la, sy xtau. Sy ade tgk one husband tu pakai the colored one kat lua, wife dia plak vice versa. Then elok je jalan sama2..hehe. “haha, owh..macam2 eh..”kata sy. Kat hospital, selalu pakai y colored tu outside. Even surgeon pon pkai macam tu. Lagipon besi kat nasal bridge tu, mesti kena letak part lua kan, to avoid kena our face. Betul x?? ~hmm, conclusion nye kawan sy sgt la hepi malam tu because dia xkan kutuk org laen pkai salah lg, but dia da tau which one y betul. Hehe..comel jek..^_~

"hehehe..sambil2 avoid viral flu ni (insyaAllah), bole la avoid air pollution kat KL ni skali..=p"